I'm back at it...

I'm back at it. It's been a while...almost a month...but I am getting back into things. The last month as not been kind and I haven't been able to get back on here for a while. I haven't even been able to write which is a killer for me. When I can't write I feel like I am lost and on the road to going insane, hell I might already be insane for all I know but I feel more normal when I can write. So the last month as been torture. Writing for me is still a hobby and I am not one of the lucky ones that get to write for a living. Maybe one day, but I am not there yet. I hope to be good enough someday to be able to turn my keys in my everyday job and make my living writing the stories that fill my head. But that day isn't here...it may never be but as long as I can write than I'll plug along. The job that I do to pay the bills has really tested me the last month and I've lost much of the enjoyment I once had for it, so going to it is a real strain and stressful. It's even more so when your supervisor makes your life tougher because they can't handle the demands of their own job. Therefore, if I had the ability to make a living writing I would have walked out of there happily. However, I can't make a living writing and I need the job to pay the bills. I do have a family to support.

Anyway, I am back and have started writing again. I had planned to put out a few works for Halloween but that didn't happen. The Holidays are coming up so I plan on working on some hot stories for the holidays but we will have to see how that goes, time is still hard to come by. I have a number of stories that I have started but still need to be finished or worked over a few more times before letting them go. I may work on that more. I also plan to get back to the blog here and post more. Again we will just have to see how things go.

Better get going now. Got a lot of work to do.